God’s Got This: Resting in His Faithfulness

I needed to write tonight (Sunday June 22nd). My heart feels heavy, not with hopelessness, but with questions, confusion, and honestly—this overwhelming need to let go and trust You. It’s just… hard sometimes. My mind knows the truth: You are good, You are faithful, You are in control. But my emotions? They don’t always catch up.

Today was one of those days that tested me. Work was chaotic, and I felt like nothing I did was enough. I tried my best—stayed online late, double-checked everything in my project case, fake-smiled through it all. But deep down, I felt anxious. Not because of the project itself, but because I’m scared. Scared that I’m failing. Scared that You’re disappointed in me. Scared that maybe I’m not where I’m “supposed” to be.

But You reminded me of something powerful today.

Right in the middle of my anxious spiral, a verse popped into my head—like You whispered it gently to my spirit:

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.”
— Proverbs 3:5-6 (NIV)

I’ve read that verse probably a hundred times. I’ve memorized it. Quoted it. But today… today it hit differently. I realized I’ve been leaning so hard on my own understanding. My own logic. My five-year plan. My checklist of how things should be going by now. And in doing that, I’ve subtly told You that I trust my own ability to figure life out more than I trust You.

That stung.

God, I’m sorry. I truly am. I know You don’t expect perfection from me, but You do want my trust. You want my surrender. And that doesn’t mean giving up—it means handing over the steering wheel and saying, “God, drive. I’ll go wherever You take me.”

So tonight, I’m choosing to say it again: God, You’ve got this. Whatever “this” looks like—my career, my relationships, my finances, my emotions, my future—I’m giving it to You. I want to be like David when he said:

“When I am afraid, I put my trust in You.”
— Psalm 56:3 (ESV)

Even David, a man after Your own heart, felt fear. But he didn’t stay there. He put his trust in You. Actively. Intentionally. That’s what I want to do too.

Here’s the truth, Lord. Trusting You isn’t always a one-time thing. For me, it’s like… a million little moments every single day. I trust You when I pray. I trust You when I let go of what I can’t control. I trust You when I stop rehearsing worst-case scenarios in my head. I trust You when I choose peace over panic.

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Honestly, it’s humbling. I’m 24, and there’s so much I thought I’d have figured out by now. But maybe that’s part of the journey. Maybe You’re allowing this space of “not knowing” to teach me how to walk by faith and not by sight.

“For we walk by faith, not by sight.”
— 2 Corinthians 5:7 (KJV)

Lord, that verse has been my anchor lately. It’s so countercultural to walk by faith. The world screams, “Have a plan. Be in control. Know what’s next.” But You whisper, “Follow Me. Trust Me. I know the way.”

Tonight, I needed to write all this out to remind myself—and maybe even to declare to You again—that I do trust You. Even when it’s messy. Even when my heart trembles. Even when I can’t see two steps ahead.

You’ve been too faithful for me to doubt You now.

I remember when I prayed for this job. You opened the door. I remember when I prayed for peace during Mom’s surgery. You flooded me with it. I remember when I asked You to show me if that relationship wasn’t from You—and You did, even though it hurt. You’ve always been there. Always come through. Always held me when I felt like I was falling.

So if I believe that You were God then, I need to believe You’re still God now.

Here’s a little prayer I want to pray tonight before bed:


Heavenly Father,
Thank You for being patient with me when I waver. Thank You for holding me when I’m tired of trying to hold everything together. I lay down my need to control, my fear of failure, my doubt, and my anxiety at Your feet.
You are the Author and Perfecter of my faith. I trust that You are writing a beautiful story, even if I’m only on a confusing page right now. Help me to rest in the truth that You see me, You know me, and You love me more than I can comprehend.
Teach me to trust You more tomorrow than I did today.
In Jesus’ name,
Amen.


I think about Peter walking on water sometimes. The second he looked at the waves instead of Jesus, he sank. And yet—You didn’t let him drown. You reached out and pulled him back up. That story gets me every time.

You didn’t shame him for looking away. You didn’t abandon him when he got scared. You just reached out and saved him.

That’s who You are, Lord.

You’re not waiting for me to be perfect. You’re just waiting for me to trust You.

So tomorrow, I’m going to my best to wake up and remind myself: God’s got this.

A Prayer Wrapped in Love: Honoring Mom On Mother’s Day

Dear Lord,

Today, my heart is tender. Sunday is Mother’s Day, and as I sit in the quiet of this early Friday evening, my mind and spirit are wrapped in gratitude and reflection. There’s a warm light filtering through the kitchen window, and I can almost feel the gentle presence of my mother—her voice, her laughter, her prayers whispered over me while I slept. I miss her more than words can say, yet I know she’s with You, surrounded by glory, singing praises I can only dream of.

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As I reflect on this day, I’m reminded of Your Word in Proverbs 31:28:

“Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her.”

Mom was the embodiment of that verse. I remember how she rose early each day, her Bible open beside her steaming cup of coffee. Her prayers were never rushed. She’d sit with the Lord, letting Him guide her before she ever guided us. There was a quiet strength in her—a strength that didn’t shout but stood firm when storms came. That strength was You in her.

I’ve often wondered how she did it—how she held so much together with such grace. Now, as a mother myself, I realize the secret was in her surrender. She gave everything—joy, exhaustion, heartbreak, and hope—over to You, Lord. Her life was a prayer wrapped in love. Not perfect, but faithful.

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Isaiah 66:13 brings me comfort today:

“As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you.”

That’s how Mom loved us—with a comfort that mirrored Yours. She dried our tears, bandaged our scraped knees, but more than that, she pointed us to You when our hearts were bruised. Her hugs were holy ground, a place of safety that taught me what it meant to rest in Your arms.

Lord, thank You for my mother’s love. Thank You for the sacrifices she made that I never fully saw until I had children of my own. Thank You for her patience, her wisdom, her laugh that could break tension like sunlight breaking through clouds. Thank You for the way she prayed over our meals, our exams, our every heartache.

There’s one moment I hold especially close. I was maybe ten, maybe younger, and I had a nightmare. I crept into her room, tears streaming. She didn’t scold me for waking her. She pulled me close and whispered, “Let’s talk to Jesus, baby.” And right there, half-asleep, she prayed peace over me. I slept soundly the rest of the night.

I often pray the same over my children now.

Psalm 139:13 speaks so deeply to me today:

“For You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother’s womb.”

When I think about the miracle of motherhood—that You chose to partner with women in the mystery of life—it humbles me. You knit me together inside of her, and in turn, she nurtured me into who I’ve become. I pray I can be even half the mother she was—grounded in faith, anchored in Your Word, and guided by Your Spirit.

Sometimes, especially on days like today, grief comes quietly. I’ll be folding laundry or baking something she used to make, and tears will well up. But even in the ache, there’s beauty. I know where she is. She’s with You. And I’ll see her again. What joy that brings my heart.

So, Lord, I offer this prayer, wrapped in all the love I have for her:


A Prayer for Mom

Heavenly Father,
Thank You for the precious gift of my mother. Thank You for her life, her love, her laughter, and her legacy. She was a reflection of Your kindness and care in my life. I ask that You bless all the mothers still walking this earth—grant them strength in their weariness, peace in their chaos, and joy in their calling.

For the mothers who are grieving, be their comfort.
For those who long to be mothers, fill them with hope.
For those who mother in quiet, unseen ways—through mentorship, teaching, or spiritual guidance—bless the fruit of their labor.

Wrap Your arms around the motherless today, Lord. Let them feel You especially close.
And thank You that no matter our story, we are all held by You, the perfect Parent.

In Jesus’ name, Amen.


I look at my children today—messy-haired, loud-laughing, full of life—and I smile. In them, I see pieces of my mother. Her patience in my oldest. Her wit in my youngest. Her tenderness in how they love one another. Her faith in how they’re learning to pray.

I feel her, too. In how I sing over them when they’re scared. In how I whisper prayers at night as I tuck them in. In the way I whisper “Jesus, help me” on hard days. And I know she’s smiling, cheering me on from heaven’s balcony.

So today, as we celebrate Mother’s Day, my gift to her is this: to love my family the way she loved us. To live my life the way she lived hers—wrapped in prayer, wrapped in love, and rooted in faith.

I’ll end with this verse, which is my prayer for myself and for all the mothers I know:

Colossians 3:12

“Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.”

That’s what she wore every day. Not designer clothes or fancy shoes, but a spirit clothed in the beauty of Christ.

Happy Mother’s Day, Mom. I carry you in everything I do.

With love,
Your daughter—still learning, still leaning on Jesus, and still wrapped in your prayers.