Tag: God’s Word

“I am Jesus…now get up and go… “

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Recently something shifted in my spirit. It was quiet—no thunder, no lightning—but it was undeniably God. He interrupted my comfort, my silence, my prayer… with five words that feel like fire under my skin:

“I am Jesus… now get up and go.” (Acts 9:5 AMP)

I don’t even know where to begin, Lord. You’ve been pressing that verse on my heart all week. It’s been waking me up at 3AM. I’ve read it before, studied it, even quoted it. But this time it wasn’t just a story about Saul on the road to Damascus. This time, it was personal. Like… it was me lying there, blind, wrecked by Your holiness, trembling in the dust.

God, You called Saul by name. You stopped him mid-mission and gave him a brand new one. And You didn’t even explain everything right away. You just told him to “get up and go into the city”—and he obeyed, even though he couldn’t see.

Why does obedience feel so risky sometimes?
Why is comfort so seductive when calling is so clear?

I sat in my room tonight with worship music playing, tears falling down my face, Bible in my lap… feeling You. Feeling You so close I didn’t want to move. That mountain top moment—you were there, like You were with Peter, James, and John when You transfigured before them.

But like them, I have to come back down.

The mountaintop is beautiful, Jesus. I love the clarity, the closeness, the holy hush of it all. But the valley is where the work is. And You didn’t save me so I could sit. You saved me so I could serve. You called me not just to be comforted but to carry something—Your truth, Your gospel, Your name.

God, I’m scared sometimes. I won’t lie.

There are days I feel like Saul—wrecked, confused, unqualified. I’ve messed up. I’ve doubted. I’ve let my fear speak louder than my faith. I’ve avoided people You sent me to love. I’ve chosen silence over truth. I’ve sat in the rocking chair of comfort when You were saying, “Get up and go.”

But tonight You shook me.

You reminded me: You don’t call the qualified, You qualify the called.
And I am called.

Just like You told Saul, You’re telling me:

“I am Jesus…”
That’s it. That’s the authority. That’s the reason. That’s all I need to hear.
Not explanations. Not blueprints.
Just You.

You don’t owe me clarity. You’ve already given me the cross. That should be enough.

God, I don’t want to just talk about You—I want to walk with You. I want to move when You say move, even if I’m trembling. Even if I’m blind to what’s next.

I want to obey You without delay.

I’m done waiting for the “right moment.”
You are the moment.

I’m done acting like faith is a feeling.
Faith is movement. Faith is steps. Faith is getting up and going when You say so.

Jesus…
My Jesus.
I kneel in this quiet moment knowing You’re calling me higher and deeper. I know this fire in my chest isn’t hype, it’s Holy Spirit conviction. Don’t let me sit here any longer, playing it safe, praying for signs, waiting for ease. Let me trust You like Saul did. Let me get up blind but bold, broken but obedient.

Forgive me for loving comfort more than calling.
Forgive me for hoarding the mountaintop when You’ve called me to the mission field.

Fill me with courage, God.
Let me be a woman of action, not just emotion.
Let me carry Your name, even when it costs me mine.

Give me eyes to see the hurting, hands to heal, and a voice that doesn’t shrink back from the truth.
Let me not just be changed by You—let me be used by You.

In Jesus’ name,
Amen.

Scriptures I’m Holding On To Tonight:

Acts 9:5 (AMP) – And Saul said, “Who are You, Lord?” And He answered, “I am Jesus whom you are persecuting.
Matthew 17:1-9 – The transfiguration – “It is good for us to be here…”
Isaiah 6:8 – “Here I am. Send me!”
Luke 9:23 – “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.”
2 Timothy 1:7 – “For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.”

I know tomorrow I’ll have to step back into hard places, hard conversations, and hard obedience. But tonight I’ve been reminded: He is Jesus. That’s enough.

So I will get up and go.

Not perfectly. Not always confidently.
But always with Him.

Faith Under Fire: Liberalism’s Assault on CHRISTIAN Values

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Lord, this world grows darker by the day. The noise of deception is deafening, and truth is being trampled in the streets (Isaiah 59:14).

Today I saw more of the left’s agenda being pushed into law—policies that spit in the face of Your Word. They call it “justice,” “equality,” and “freedom,” but they do not mean the justice You declare, the equality of all made in Your image, or the freedom found in Christ. They champion ideologies that celebrate sin, that glorify rebellion, and that enslave people to brokenness.

They claim to uplift the oppressed while mocking Your order and calling evil good and good evil (Isaiah 5:20). They wave flags drenched in pride—pride, Lord!—over things You clearly condemn. They butcher the innocence of children in schools, indoctrinating them with confusion instead of truth. They legalize what You call abomination (Leviticus 18:22), and they silence those who dare speak Your name.

Father, how did we get here?

The left has not merely strayed—they’ve declared war on everything holy. Marriage is no longer sacred. Gender is no longer fixed. Life in the womb is treated like disposable tissue, not the precious creation You knitted together (Psalm 139:13–16). And yet they say they are the moral ones, they are the compassionate ones. But You said, “Woe to those who are wise in their own eyes and clever in their own sight” (Isaiah 5:21).

Lord, they legislate perversion and outlaw prayer. They mock the Cross and yet speak of “love.” But You are love—not the warped, permissive love they preach, but the holy love that disciplines, convicts, and redeems. You call us to deny ourselves, not indulge our every desire (Luke 9:23). They call that hate.

Your people are asleep. Churches are afraid to speak. Pastors tickle ears with soft words and ignore the fire falling all around us (2 Timothy 4:3–4). And the Enemy dances while we worry about being “offensive.” God forgive us.

2 Liberal Policies that are EXTREMELY Opposed to Biblical Christian Values:

1. Abortion is LOVED by the LEFT (PURE EVIL)

Abortion grieves me—not just as a social issue, but as a spiritual wound in our world.

From the moment of conception, I believe a child is known and loved by God. Psalm 139 speaks so clearly: “For You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother’s womb.” These aren’t poetic metaphors to me—they are divine affirmations that every life is handcrafted by the Creator, imbued with purpose and dignity.

Abortion, then, is not just a medical procedure. It is the ending of a life that God Himself has breathed into existence. It interrupts a sacred story before it has even begun. How can something so holy be treated so casually by our culture? My heart aches for the babies who never get to see the light of day—and for the mothers who are often caught in fear, confusion, or desperation.

I know Jesus offers mercy, not condemnation. That’s important. His love reaches even into the darkest places. But as His follower, I must stand for what is true. And truth says that life is a gift, not a choice to be undone.

2. LIBERALS HAVE DESTROYED TRADITIONAL MARRIAGE

In our culture, the definition of marriage has changed, but for many Christians, including myself, there’s a call to hold to what Scripture teaches, even when it’s unpopular or misunderstood.

From Genesis onward, God paints a picture of marriage as a covenant between a man and a woman. “Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and they shall become one flesh” (Genesis 2:24). This isn’t just a tradition—it’s a design. Jesus Himself affirmed this in Matthew 19, reminding us that this union reflects something sacred, not just social.

It’s not about hate or exclusion. I truly believe God loves every person unconditionally—regardless of who they’re attracted to. Jesus died for us all. But love does not mean affirmation of all choices. Just as I am called to turn away from my own sinful desires and surrender to God’s will, I believe all of us are called to align our lives with His truth, even when it costs us something.

Gay marriage, from a biblical standpoint, redefines something God created to reflect His relationship with the Church. It’s not about denying love between people—it’s about honoring God’s intention for how that love is expressed in covenant. That’s why many Christians can’t affirm same-sex marriage, even when we want to walk in compassion and grace.

“Republican Men Are AWFUL!” – Liberal Journalist Goes OFF on Conservatives- Click To Watch!

I know this is hard. I grieve how often the Church has failed to show love while standing for truth. But I also can’t escape the conviction that God’s Word is not ours to edit. My job isn’t to change His commands—it’s to obey them, and love others deeply while doing so.

Oh God, awaken Your remnant.

Bring back the fear of the Lord—a fear this world has forgotten. Raise up voices unashamed of the Gospel. Let us be like Elijah on Mount Carmel, standing alone against a culture soaked in Baal worship (1 Kings 18). Let us be like Daniel, refusing to bow when the law demands it (Daniel 6:10). Let us be like Paul, who counted all things as loss for the sake of Christ (Philippians 3:8).

Strengthen me, Lord.

Let me not grow weary in doing good (Galatians 6:9), though I feel surrounded by darkness. Let me not be silent when truth is gasping for air. Use me, even if it costs me reputation, comfort, or safety. For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his soul? (Mark 8:36).

And Father, I pray—not in bitterness, but in brokenness—for those leading this madness. Open their eyes. Shatter the deception. Turn their hearts from stone to flesh. Your mercy is greater than any sin, and if You could redeem Saul of Tarsus, You can redeem even the loudest voice in Hollywood or Washington.

But if they will not turn… then rise up in justice.

Let Your truth prevail. Let Your judgment purify. Let Your church shine brighter because of the darkness. And when the fire comes, may I be found standing, not with the world, but with the Word.

In Jesus’ name,
Amen.