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Lord, today my heart feels so heavy—like it’s weighed down by chains of disappointment and betrayal. I am just so tired. Tired of the lies, tired of the pretending, tired of being used like a pawn in a game I didn’t sign up for. I don’t even know where to start because the anger inside me feels like a storm I can’t contain.
I look around at my community—the Black Americans who have been promised change, promised upliftment, promised respect by the Democratic Party for decades. Yet, education rates remain some of the worst. Economic opportunities are stagnant or shrinking. Generations of families still live paycheck to paycheck or worse. And for what? So politicians can count us as votes every four years and then turn their backs as soon as the cameras are off? It’s like we are invisible unless we serve their political agendas.
I thought the Democrats were the ones who cared about people like me—Black women, Black men, Black children—who face systemic barriers every day. But what I see is hypocrisy in its rawest form. They parade around with promises and hashtags, but their policies don’t match their words. They say they want to help, but their actions betray that. It’s a painful truth that stings so deeply.
And yet, here I am, still holding on to faith. Because honestly, what else do I have? The world is broken, and the people who say they want to fix it are only making it worse. But God’s word keeps whispering to me even in my rage: “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds” (Psalm 147:3). I need that healing desperately, Lord.
I’m angry, but I don’t want to be bitter. I want to channel this fury into something righteous. The Bible tells me, “Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you” (Ephesians 4:31). But how do I put away anger when it’s rooted in real pain? How do I forgive when those who promised change have done nothing but exploit my people for votes?
I pray for clarity, Lord. Help me see beyond the surface and not lose hope. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding” (Proverbs 3:5). I’m trying, but it’s so hard when my own community suffers and the people who say they care keep failing us.
I pray that Black Americans will wake up to the truth—that we deserve more than empty promises and political games. That our votes are sacred and should not be taken for granted. I pray for boldness to speak out even when it’s uncomfortable or unpopular. “Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute” (Proverbs 31:8). That’s what I want to do with my voice.
I pray for justice, Lord. Real justice that changes systems, not just gives us crumbs from the table. “But let justice roll on like a river, righteousness like a never-failing stream!” (Amos 5:24). I want to see rivers of justice pour out in my community, in my country.
I pray for leaders who are honest, who care beyond the vote count, who will fight for Black lives with more than just lip service. Lord, please raise up those leaders. Give me strength to keep pushing, even when it feels like I’m shouting into the void.
It’s exhausting being angry all the time, but I can’t let my anger turn into apathy. If anything, my faith tells me to channel this anger into action. But it hurts to see those who are supposed to protect and uplift us instead treat us like a tool for their own gain.
God, help me not to hate the politicians, but to hate the sin of deceit and the evil of exploitation. Help me love my community fiercely and keep praying for change—real change. “Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good” (Romans 12:21).
Today, I cry out to You with all my frustration, all my pain, and all my hope. I’m angry, yes, but I’m not done believing. I believe You see us. I believe You hear us. I believe Your justice will come. And until then, I’m holding on to You because no one else has been able to hold on to me like You do.
Amen.
The Christian Tech-Nerd 
TRUTH!! This is a well known truth everyone ignores, but it has been going on since Dems lost the Civil War!
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God bless you!
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God bless you as well! I appreciate your posts! I wish I could write that quickly, but I tend to overthink my writings and delay posting.
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❤️
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And now I see why my post resonated.
This post This right here. Yes. Exactly.
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Yes
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Candace Owens, a highly educated black author has a book out where she names it the Dem’s slavery of the black people, subsistence living, totally dependent on them – so they “have” to vote that way. Of course, the black community does not like her.
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really? is it worth reading? what’s the name of the one you are referring to because I just saw she has a few 🙂
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I confess, I have not read it, but a few people in my Sunday school class have recommended it. You can probably find some Youtube videos she has done also.
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Love Candace Owens! She’s brilliant
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Your article could easily have had the heading, ‘BLACK SOUTH AFRICANS ARE BEING USED BY THE ANC PARTY.’
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Republicans don’t ignore them? Just asking.
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they don’t show hate like dems do. That’s a FACT
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It truly is a lot of weird shit on the internet. 🤦🏾♀️
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I agree with your article. Since you posted this article, as you know things have gone way far worse than they were then. Now the talking heads speak of coups and civil war. Sedition is now publicly called for and encouraged by Democrats. Frankly I have had enough of all of this. I finally saw my next step in life. In 2026 I will move to St. Kitts and Nevis, a tiny country east of the Virgin Islands. There are only about 50,000 inhabitants, speak English, are 93% blacks who are kind and loving to everybody. They have nothing in common with US blacks. Everyone in this tiny country has the feeling that everyone who lives there is a family member. People all say how peaceful it is to live there. There is very low crime. It is a tropical paradise with the Caribbean Sea on one side, and the Atlantic on the other side. It has highs in the 80’s and lows in the 70’s all year round. By purchasing a condo or a home, citizenship and passport are given as a part of the deal. Can go to over 150 countries visa free on their passport. No income taxes on personal income, or world-wide income. It is a paradise with 70,000 monkeys running free on the 2 islands. Some of the best beaches anywhere. I will live in peace and a laid back island vibe. My work is on the internet and it can be done there as well as anywhere else. I will be the salt of the earth to pray, and share Jesus Christ to all my fellow citizens there. They are very religious being mostly Anglican, Catholic, and Methodist. God sent Abram with his family out of Haran. He sent Lot out of Sodom. Now he sends Gregory out of the USA. In peace, comfort, and natural beauty, I can serve God far better than in the mess that is now the USA. I already have to pray a hedge of protection around my home and belongings when the hurricanes come to Florida, so I will just do the same in St. Kitts and Nevis. Nothing changes, and God will protect everything that pertains to me just as he has done here. Yes to leave the USA lifts a great burden off of my shoulders. The USA is being judged by God. Things will only get worse now. The peaceful island life with kind, friendly neighbors suits me just fine.
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